It has been a long time since I wrote on WordPress, or anywhere else, about my journey of awakening. This absence has been for two main reasons. One, my husband’s health worsened to the point where he had a major heart attack and to say my life became demanding after that is an understatement. The other reason is that I was feeling this pull away from writing online.
At first, it was because I had other things to attend to and because I was writing more in my day job so doing it outside work at first became harder. However, I realized recently that it was mainly to do with the way I had gone about setting up my last blog Empathic Healing.
Not only did the name of the blog no longer resonate with me, like I had moved on from that “phase” in my development, but I figured out recently that I could not monetize it. In the past, I had begun to look into doing courses and added donation links and all that. My higher self (light) made it clear that if I continued to do that it would taint my reason for writing: to help support you all with another voice of awakening…
The week of the eclipse had an enormous impact on my life. It looks like I may be moving further into the countryside with more land. This will allow me room to keep and tend to more animals and birds. I’m drawn back to the sea. The place I am looking at has a beach on the horizon and it feels like home already.
I’ve had a long string of important dreams of late, many of which I wish I had the time and energy to write down and share. Two of the dreams in the last month were different sides of the same coin. They tested me in both the negative/lower frequency space as well as the opposite: a kind of sandbox of light.
Compared to June – which was full of energy, direction, achievement, and growth – July has been a very different animal. It has been a difficult month, compared to the ease and flow of the one prior. It feels like we have been pulling the roots on negative behaviors and outlooks tainted by pain. It been ripping off the band aid from my Dark Night of the Soul wounds and picking off the flaking scabs.
I realised yesterday that life has pushed me to improve from many subtle angles of late, so much that I needed to start writing all this out again. For the last 6 months I didn’t need to write from a cathartic point of view. When I found myself bursting into the tears many times this week I knew that I needed a more healthy outlet. I realised that, however I may have described this blog in the past, this was also a place for me to work through this emotional whirlpool that is the path of ascension.
On the mid-point of the year I’ve felt inspired to do an update post about some of the crazy changes that have occurred in my life so far in 2017. If you have read my home page recently you will have seen that I put up a notice about withdrawing from being online for a while. This was for many reasons, but mostly because my heart and higher self directed it. I had to focus more on my physical life as it was being transformed into something new. I’ve also been experiencing back issues, which has required I retreat from the computer to heal myself.
In 2017 a huge shift took place in my life once again. Over the first half of the year a lot of new things were starting to take shape, as a new life began to take form. New possibilities within IT showing up, new directions for my career change, investing more in my home life, and caring for myself at a higher level. To begin with it was shifting around so much that I didn’t feel I was ready to commit to saying anything in my blog. In fact the urge to write had been almost entirely absent.