A Fresh Start to My Spiritual Writing and Why I Have Been Away — The Higher Light

Welcome Back!

It has been a long time since I wrote on WordPress, or anywhere else, about my journey of awakening. This absence has been for two main reasons. One, my husband’s health worsened to the point where he had a major heart attack and to say my life became demanding after that is an understatement. The other reason is that I was feeling this pull away from writing online.

At first, it was because I had other things to attend to and because I was writing more in my day job so doing it outside work at first became harder. However, I realized recently that it was mainly to do with the way I had gone about setting up my last blog Empathic Healing.

Not only did the name of the blog no longer resonate with me, like I had moved on from that “phase” in my development, but I figured out recently that I could not monetize it. In the past, I had begun to look into doing courses and added donation links and all that. My higher self (light) made it clear that if I continued to do that it would taint my reason for writing: to help support you all with another voice of awakening…

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Reflections on 2016: Following the Flow of My Soul Through the Year of Transition

2016 had it all didn’t it? Perception of time speeding up or slowing down, accelerated energies bombarding us every month, the clearing of past pain over and over again, major life changes, and the awakening of many souls upon Mother Earth.

For me it was the year everything changed and I rediscovered myself. When I dared to admit to my empathic, psychic, and lightworker experiences. When I learned to have faith and follow the flow of my soul no matter where it took me, instead of letting ego rule the roost. Here is my recap of how my soul and my higher self led me through this crazy year: Continue reading “Reflections on 2016: Following the Flow of My Soul Through the Year of Transition”

The 11:11 Energies and Healing My Deepest Soul Wound (Again)

11:11

I’ve been reluctant to write about what I’m going to cover in this post because it takes me into a dark and difficult time in my life as Kyna. It also brings up complications in this life that I felt, up until 11:11, I should keep to myself until I have more concrete information. Yet I had a dream the night of 11:11 that threw me such a punch in the soul that I had to write about it to heal all the pain that came up.

For the last few months I’ve been seeing 11:11 everywhere so I had been kind of waiting for this day to pass for some time. I also knew that 11:11 can be a sign of twin flames reuniting, so there was a little part of me that wondered if that was going to be on the cards. And in a round about way it was. I was reuniting with the pain my twin flame had caused me in my life as Kyna. My oldest and deepest soul wound that I have only began to address and heal in the last few years.

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The Loneliness of Lightwork and Why I Write Under My Soul Name

Nom De Plume

If you have been following me for a while you will know that Kyna is the name I had in another lifetime that I choose to associate with my spiritual side and soul. The image you see on the welcome page of this website is the closest artist rendition I’ve found to date that depicts how I used to look in my other life.

There is another reason why I write under my soul name though. At the beginning of 2016 I had reached a point where I HAD to start talking about my life as a lightworker otherwise I would have gone crazy trying to hold it in. I believe this was a trigger event from my higher self.

There was no-one in any of my inner circles that I could talk to about this, not even my husband. So I had to let it out another way. I made a decision that I needed to create a pen name so that I could write without holding anything back. It worked but it came at a cost. Continue reading “The Loneliness of Lightwork and Why I Write Under My Soul Name”

Dealing With the Darkness After Returning to the Light

Post Dark Night of the Soul

On the August 8:8 portal I had written about my experiences with the Dark Night of the Soul process that had been going on since June this year. By the time I had written that article I was just coming out the other side of it and for a little while I was kind of in a bliss/light state. I began to wonder if I had finally rid myself of the negative, lower vibrations that we need to shed to evolve the spirit and ascend higher. I was in for a shock.

Returning to the Dark

Shortly afterwards my husband became ill with cancer and my job became rather demanding. I felt like everything was hitting me all at once and it had blown the sweet serenity I had achieved out of the water. I teetered on the edge of depression again for the first time in years, circling around the dark pit but not falling head first into it like I might have done in the past. This is one of the main reasons I haven’t been writing as much lately because I’ve not had the energy or time to.

A think a part of me felt disappointed that I had come so close to the light only to fall back into old patterns I thought I had progressed past. Yet it occurred to me last week that maybe this was part of the surrender process. That I was releasing my old depressive/stress patterns so they could be healed, and because I had worked through so much of my other emotional stuff this year we were getting to the hard nitty-gritty of it all. Continue reading “Dealing With the Darkness After Returning to the Light”