A Fresh Start to My Spiritual Writing and Why I Have Been Away — The Higher Light

Welcome Back!

It has been a long time since I wrote on WordPress, or anywhere else, about my journey of awakening. This absence has been for two main reasons. One, my husband’s health worsened to the point where he had a major heart attack and to say my life became demanding after that is an understatement. The other reason is that I was feeling this pull away from writing online.

At first, it was because I had other things to attend to and because I was writing more in my day job so doing it outside work at first became harder. However, I realized recently that it was mainly to do with the way I had gone about setting up my last blog Empathic Healing.

Not only did the name of the blog no longer resonate with me, like I had moved on from that “phase” in my development, but I figured out recently that I could not monetize it. In the past, I had begun to look into doing courses and added donation links and all that. My higher self (light) made it clear that if I continued to do that it would taint my reason for writing: to help support you all with another voice of awakening…

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July Energies: Pealing Off the Lower Layers

July Energies

Compared to June – which was full of energy, direction, achievement, and growth – July has been a very different animal. It has been a difficult month, compared to the ease and flow of the one prior. It feels like we have been pulling the roots on negative behaviors and outlooks tainted by pain. It been ripping off the band aid from my Dark Night of the Soul wounds and picking off the flaking scabs.

I realised yesterday that life has pushed me to improve from many subtle angles of late, so much that I needed to start writing all this out again. For the last 6 months I didn’t need to write from a cathartic point of view. When I found myself bursting into the tears many times this week I knew that I needed a more healthy outlet. I realised that, however I may have described this blog in the past, this was also a place for me to work through this emotional whirlpool that is the path of ascension.

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Summer Solstice Update: The Roller-coaster Ride of Transformation

On the mid-point of the year I’ve felt inspired to do an update post about some of the crazy changes that have occurred in my life so far in 2017. If you have read my home page recently you will have seen that I put up a notice about withdrawing from being online for a while. This was for many reasons, but mostly because my heart and higher self directed it. I had to focus more on my physical life as it was being transformed into something new. I’ve also been experiencing back issues, which has required I retreat from the computer to heal myself.

In 2017 a huge shift took place in my life once again. Over the first half of the year a lot of new things were starting to take shape, as a new life began to take form. New possibilities within IT showing up, new directions for my career change, investing more in my home life, and caring for myself at a higher level. To begin with it was shifting around so much that I didn’t feel I was ready to commit to saying anything in my blog. In fact the urge to write had been almost entirely absent.

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Reflections on 2016: Following the Flow of My Soul Through the Year of Transition

2016 had it all didn’t it? Perception of time speeding up or slowing down, accelerated energies bombarding us every month, the clearing of past pain over and over again, major life changes, and the awakening of many souls upon Mother Earth.

For me it was the year everything changed and I rediscovered myself. When I dared to admit to my empathic, psychic, and lightworker experiences. When I learned to have faith and follow the flow of my soul no matter where it took me, instead of letting ego rule the roost. Here is my recap of how my soul and my higher self led me through this crazy year: Continue reading “Reflections on 2016: Following the Flow of My Soul Through the Year of Transition”

Dealing With the Darkness After Returning to the Light

Post Dark Night of the Soul

On the August 8:8 portal I had written about my experiences with the Dark Night of the Soul process that had been going on since June this year. By the time I had written that article I was just coming out the other side of it and for a little while I was kind of in a bliss/light state. I began to wonder if I had finally rid myself of the negative, lower vibrations that we need to shed to evolve the spirit and ascend higher. I was in for a shock.

Returning to the Dark

Shortly afterwards my husband became ill with cancer and my job became rather demanding. I felt like everything was hitting me all at once and it had blown the sweet serenity I had achieved out of the water. I teetered on the edge of depression again for the first time in years, circling around the dark pit but not falling head first into it like I might have done in the past. This is one of the main reasons I haven’t been writing as much lately because I’ve not had the energy or time to.

A think a part of me felt disappointed that I had come so close to the light only to fall back into old patterns I thought I had progressed past. Yet it occurred to me last week that maybe this was part of the surrender process. That I was releasing my old depressive/stress patterns so they could be healed, and because I had worked through so much of my other emotional stuff this year we were getting to the hard nitty-gritty of it all. Continue reading “Dealing With the Darkness After Returning to the Light”